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Being friends with Kate would mean the world to me, she was always there for me to open up to and vent. I am going to try my hardest to be friends still even though I have romantic feelings towards her. She was always a good listener when I was feeling down and everything felt right when I would talk to her. I still feel as though I can talk to her about the break up and my feelings because she was always there before and still listens. Even though I still love her and would take her back in a second, I do not intend to pursue the feelings that I have at this time. If I still have intense feelings within the month and after several meetings with my therapist to solve some problems of my own, then I would definitely try to pursue the emotions and traverse the world to rekindle everything. Until then I just want to be friends, and would like to get my best friend back.
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Last night the dead
bore a hole in my head.
Six shots of Jose

The bottle went quickly.
I stumbled, all over the place.

The spiral was hard to climb
but I found my way to a bed.


The bowl was filled only twice,
and I felt much better after.
I needed to be saved.
and saved I was.


I could not take my eyes
off of him. So happy to see him,
happy to be near him.
I felt the death leave me
as soon as my head lay next to him.


Sick today, slept underneath the table.
Could not stop the spinning or the vomiting.
Today i am comfortably numb.



I am greatful
for the dead.keep tequila, away, from, me.
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The doctors say i may be released today.� i hope so...iapos;m getting bored and i have nothing to do in this hospital bed.� itapos;s been either eating candy and cookies all day long, drinking soda, watching tv, or fucking around on the internet.� iapos;ve fucked around so much that iapos;m bored of it� sigh...i canapos;t wait till everything is back to normal.� it wonapos;t be for awhile tho.� fucking....i have to carry an oxygen tank around for awhile...till the middle of november� wtf?� yah...even though iapos;m released, my breathing is still not back to normal.� sigh...oh life....how you like kicking me when iapos;m down.� iapos;m seriously considering dropping my classes just cause itapos;ll be embarrassinng carrying around an o2 tank w/people staring at you this way and that.� sigh...but itapos;s only for 2 days a week so thatapos;s ok right?� weapos;ll see.

i smell really bad and i havenapos;t brushed my teeth in a day?� i feel bad cause maryam wanted to visit me today, but i think iapos;m gonna be discharged before she gets off her internship.� meh...itapos;s all good, itapos;s the thought that counts.� she really is a good friend.

i want to take a shower and wash my face.� i want to take this iv out of my hand.

good news is....some nurse came in and told me how she had lymphoma too, but she didnapos;thave to go thru radiation treatment.� well i guess thatapos;s cool.� she got the same kind of pneumonia as me when her chemo was done to which i found was very interesting.� but um...she said my hair should be growing back.� so i guess thatapos;s good news eh?� hehe� =)

with all this time in doing nothing...i keep thinking about past female companiions.� and watching korean dramas in my spare time, i keep thinking about what i would have done differently.� i think iapos;m going a bit crazy.

when i take a piss in my urinal thing my heart monitor goes off every time.� i just thought you should know.

love always,
hung
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Itapos;s raining cats, dogs, and cows,
Iapos;m stucked in uni.

I have a really great teacher for Film Appreciation this semester.
But what sucks is.

The stupid uni decides to put almost two hundred of us (or less) in a super tiny miniature classroom,
that when I got there,
bunch of my friends had to stand.

We had to stand,
for lectures.

Then finally we could cram in some chairs taken from the classrooms next door.
And whatapos;s worse is,
because the class is so packed like sardines,
no one paid attention to the lecture,
and I tell you right.

Stupid Juniors canapos;t freaking keep their mouth shuts for at least ten minutes.
Theyapos;d talk, talk talk talk talk like thereapos;s no tomorrow.
And they get all super excited when the lecturer plays movie trailers,
Like as if they tak pernah watch trailers like that.

The last time we had Advertising with the stupid Juniors couple of semesters back,
I snapped at them and asked them to leave cause they were making so much noise in the middle of lecture,
and they clapped.

Which is why I hate having classes with them.

Did I also mention that Film class is from 1.00pm to 5.00pm?
Yeah.
Lectures in a packed class for four hours straight�with students who donapos;t know how to shut the hell up.

Isnapos;t that fun.
I therefore reaffirm my hatred towards this school.

Six freaking more weeks of torture.
Bah.

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